I don’t blame him for leaving, I really don’t. No child understands what will happen until you grow up. Then when you grow up, you have a hard time getting close to people because you figure they’ll all leave just like what you’re used to. Then just a few people or that one person comes around and shows you that it’s okay to let your guard down. Then you do and feel so safe, then life comes & reminds you that it’s a cycle, people leave and you feel like you’re 8 all over again. Then you question everything you do because once again you feel it’s all your fault and you’ve failed, you’ve failed to keep the people you love in your life again.
I don’t blame him for leaving I just wish I learned how to be fine along the way because I haven’t been for a really long time :’(